Recent events and restrictions have, as I’m sure they have for many others, affected my ability to do ‘normal’ things of late and stick to a routine. Some of my family are working from home, while others are furloughed, which means the house is often awash with noise. This means the sleeping and working patterns of some family members have changed, and while some of us are still getting up at the crack of dawn, others are rising later, which in turn means there is always someone pottering about, often at all hours of the day and night. The cat was most disgruntled by this intrusion to his routine at first, mainly because, except for the tap, tap, tapping of my computer keyboard, he generally likes the peace and quiet of our house during weekdays, when I usually work and he sleeps.

Now our house is full of people and noise––all day every day!

However, like a lot of us, the cat has adapted. Unfortunately for me though, as someone who needs the peace and quiet to write, this has meant these remarkable circumstances have left me barren, suffering from writer’s block. I’m not particularly worried about it though, mainly because I have a couple of other important distractions keeping me busy at the mo. I’m reasonably confident that the desire to put pen to paper will return when it’s meant to. Plus, I’ve also come to realise, as is often the case, sometimes our loss is our gain, and that by taking more walks to clear my head, I in turn have become closer to nature again. I’ve always loved walking, and as my other half is a keen amateur photographer, we’ve made the most of our extended time together to explore some of the breathtakingly beautiful local wildlife areas close by.

Sometimes during our walks we’ve been lucky enough to spot certain animals or birds, often when I was feeling particularly worried or confused––emotions I’m sure we can all relate to, especially of late! However, once home again, refreshed and revived from my walk, I’ve found myself sitting in front of my computer, not to write, but to research, usually about the said seen animal or bird, including their spiritual meaning. I’m pleased to say my findings, while fascinating, have at times brought me great comfort, some of which I’d like to now share with you, and, some of which may even creep into my future writing projects!

Fox – the fox reveals itself during great and unpredictable change, and compels you to turn up your own senses.

Cuckoo – the cuckoo provides the message to listen with your heart as well as your head, and also to learn ways to unfold the fate coming your way.

Owl – known for it’s sharp vision and keen observation, the owl totem means you can see beyond the masks that other people wear.

Kite – spotting a kite is a symbolic message that is directing you to release the pain you are experiencing and instead go with the flow of things. She will help you make decisions, illuminate what is black and white, along with any polarities you may be experiencing, while enhancing clarity. Seeing a kite brings about truths and wisdom while keeping the watery emotions in balance.

Deer – a deer emphasizes softness, kindness and gentleness, even during the toughest and most challenging times of your life, reminding you that you can assert yourself without violence, and should always lead by example.